Tenth Wind - [ Accidental Voice Post ]

[bantorain]

-recorder suddenly clicks on. It had been dropped Virginia has been crying-

--ou'd like some of the people I met here, Momma. There are a lot of nice and wonderful people whom have been more than kind to me...

Ginpachi-sensei has been teaching me a new language so I can read his comic books. They really are amazing, like the adventure stories I read as a child...or Daddy's story of Drifting across the wilderness. Gintoki himself is an amazing man...he and another saved my life from a strange creature called a bear upon my arrival!

The other man...Sanosuke...Momma, you'll think I'm silly, but I fell for him at first sight. I mean...it turned out to be fruitless in the end, but he is still a wonderful friend and he always watches out for me. He reminds me of you, actually...always so strong and kind in spite of everything. Maybe that's why I fell in love...

Then there's Sougo...he is a military man. He...you know, I'd rather not talk about him, Momma. I've stopped talking to him...

And Matt...Momma, you'd laugh, I know. He was my first real kiss. Funny...it took leaving Filgaia all together to finally do that. He's cute, funny, and...well, I don't know, Momma. It's strange, but...I hope this is more than just fleeting infatuation like it was with Sano. He's the closest person to me now besides Gintoki, after all...

-crying becomes more apparent, less controlled-

Momma...I want to go home. I don't want to be in this memoriless world any longer. Whoever dreamed of this place...I want to leave those white flowers on your grave again. I want to see my friends again...to feel the winds of Filgaia in my hair...I can't take this anymore...

They play with my feelings, toss my heart around...curse me and torture me for their twisted game. I'm not strong without the memories of Filgaia behind me...I miss you so much Momma. I can't do this anymore! I lost Bantorain! What if I lose his memory, too? What can I even do to stop it? I'm so helpless!

I can't do this, Momma...I can't live like this in Sieben. It's not home, and nothing here even remotely like home exists...Momma...help me, please! I'm so tired...so weak...

I want to go home... -she repeats this for a long while until the recording eventually stops on its own-

Comments

Voice || Private

[jumpismylife.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha... yeah, I know Sourichirou's a bit deceiving; I've experienced it first hand... [a pause, as if he's trying to stop himself from saying something else.]

I think most, if not all of us, want to go back to where we came from too... but I if we can't then well... we should try and make the most out of it, I suppose.

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[rapier-ex.livejournal.com]

That snowy haired boy managed to leave...

Voice || Private

[jumpismylife.livejournal.com]

...that happens every so often, possibly I guess because the owls got bored with him or something like that I suppose..

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[rapier-ex.livejournal.com]

Then I'll just have to be boring...

Voice || Private

[jumpismylife.livejournal.com]

Hrn... I guess.

But knowing those owls, they won't give you a chance to do that. And they are pretty easily amused...

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[rapier-ex.livejournal.com]

It worked for that kid...

Voice || Private

[jumpismylife.livejournal.com]

It doesn't hurt, but I guess you could give it a shot.

Re: Voice || Private

[rapier-ex.livejournal.com]

I hope no one holds it against me if I become a shut in...

Voice || Private

[jumpismylife.livejournal.com]

...I don't think they will. Hopefully.

Re: Voice || Private

[rapier-ex.livejournal.com]

...to be honest, I don't have it in me to do that.

Voice || Private

[jumpismylife.livejournal.com]

Well... I'm not going to say anything, but its your own decision on what you want to do now, ojochan. I'm not going to stop you if you want to continue on like this.